Appreciate and do not force.

Today's Mood: I just want to spend all my time with you <3 No matter how long, I just want to be by your side. Although we are not doing anything, that's enough, as long as i am with you. Although you don't talk, it's okay. I care about you pretty much, even more than myself. IDK why, this is what i feel. Tried to ignore it, but obviously i failed. It's more than what i thought. This is freaking distracting. Be neutral? Impossible for now. I don't wish to get back the same feeling from you, i will really appreciate if we can stay like this forever. As i said, I will try my best to maintain our relationship to make sure it lasts forever.

Really, please do believe me.

I believe we are ONE.

Friends have stuff to busy with,
nobody is free to listen to me.
I feel our bond not strong as last time,
maybe we had lacked of communication?
I don't want this to happen to us.
I really do appreciate the time spends with you guys. <3

Well,
at least i have blog.
I feel i am half success as in something that cannot tell here x)
still controlling myself~
;)

You did not sense anything means you are not caring me enough.

Rainbow shines ;)

昨天,
去了夜市。
没啥特别。
特别的是，
和他一起去 ;)

不过没走夜市啦，
陪他吃了晚餐，
买了项链，
就去Kuchai Lama的Snowflakes.
蛮不错的，爱！
中间发生了一些尴尬的事，
就跳过吧 x)

蛮不错的一天~
值得纪念！;D


至于我自己呢，
还在晕眩当中@@
病倒不像人形了 哈哈
真的需要休息了，
要考试了 T^T
唉~
尽我所能吧！
加油！;)

Suffering Day.

Today's Mood: Sleepy & Torture.


Am having bad flu + running nose + headache + soar throat @@
What a bad day again!


Once i sneeze,
i feel extra sleepy,
and my throat hurts.
so suffering lahhhh
i want to go home & sleep Z.Z


Just realized that today is Wednesday,
thats mean...
Pasar Malam tonight!
but but but,
no transport (although i know driving),
don't know mom lets me drive there or not ><
hope she lets la.


Btw,
no one accompany hahaha
let me think of somebody to accompany first.
xDDD


I am so tired T^T
I am dying very soon,
thanks for you guys' condolences in advance hahahaha.

Pissed-off

Today's Mood: Down to the M.A.X


Today was crap.
Not to be mean,
i just don't like to mess up everything.
Before doing something,
must have a plan first,
things only will go smooth.
i hate last minute work.


Please be serious when you do things.
Take it serious.
Concentrate on it.


I really pissed-off.

Depend On Yourself, Not Friends.

When you're doing good on everything, there surely have someone around you; 


But when you are facing problem, there is no one that willing to stay and listen to you.

Plenty of you will say, 
" Yes i will", "I am always here for you".

Arghhh, Sorry lah, I don't believe in this.

When you need someone, you will realize that there is no one that you can rely on. 


So sad right?

Ahhh, get use to it! 




;)

OH EM GGG

I have been ignored my sweet blog recently.
I DON'T KNOW WHY~
i have lack of ideas on what to post about.
Actually, got much more stuffs i want to post BUT i don't feel like posting it.
Arghhhhh, forever DILEMMA.

Let's talk about my feeling recently.
I ruined my life,
I messed up everything,
I don't even know who am i,
I give up on everything for you,
24/7 staring my phone,
Hoping for something,
Come out with stupid ideas in my mind,
Forever day dreaming,
Forever don't know what i want,
Forever lifeless,
Starting to suspect myself,
Am i the original Yin Yi?

OH EM GGG.

I must be gone CRAZIEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Can you imagine the questions up there stuck in my mind for don't-know-how-long?
Live everyday with the unanswered questions,
What such a life!

Tried not to care about you,
But can i?
LOL
That's the question.


Posted a lot on FB & Twitter,
Tried to express everything out,
But it did not help much though.

Chill YinYi chill~
I am a freak x))

FAKE smile ever ;P

女生真正爱你时，她能做的；如果第一条都没达到，那么她在

当一个女生真的喜欢你的时候，能做到以下8条，那你就娶他，准没错！ 

⒈ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会主动发信息或者打电话给你，因为他很想你。

⒉ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会在乎你的一举一动，因为她怕她随时会失去你。

⒊ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她跟你说话的时候会表现的很淑女，因为她想在你的心里永远是那么的美好。

⒋ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会在她的朋友、同学面前一天到晚提起你，因为她觉得自己老公是如此的好。

⒌ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会为了你从家里逃出来，甚至不惜跟爸爸妈妈翻脸，因为她想见你。

⒍ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你想去学校去接她时，她会不让你去，至于为什么我也不知道。

⒎ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你要去打架，她会劝你不去，因为她怕你受伤。（当然是废话）

⒏ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她看到你心情不好，就会来安慰你，尽管你对她发脾气，她还是忍了。

⒐ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，她会对你说些她的秘密，甚至有些连她最好的朋友也不知道的秘密。

⒑ 当一个女的真正喜欢你时，如果你有一天对她没感觉了，不去理她了，她会选择跟你说分手，然后默默的离开，尽管她已经爱你爱到骨髓。 男孩和女孩吵架了，男孩再也不对女孩说:我爱你.当然女孩也不再说:我也是.他们谈到了分手的事，背对背睡下了。半夜，天上打雷了。第一声雷响时，他醒 了，下意识地猛地用双手去捂她的耳朵，才发现不知何时他又拥著她。雷声紧接著炸响,女孩留下了眼泪。过一会雷停了,两人假装什么也没发生，可谁都没有睡 著。她想也许他还爱我，生怕我受一点点吓。他想，也许她还爱我，不然她不会流泪的。爱的最高境界是经得起平淡的流年。世界上最美的木乃伊,这是一个古老的 符咒，看到此日志的朋友转载到自己的日志里，三天内就能得到心爱的人。

Friends / Lover

So what now?
everything goes quite smooth between you & me,
but why are some problems come out & make me uncomfortable so much?
I tried to ignore the feeling,
but nope, i failed.

No, i should ask,
what is between you & me?

I don't get any hints from you.
Stop giving me hopes, & take it back the next second.
Please, Do Not Piss Me Off.

I know,
We are nothing but just only friends.
yeap, I know.
So, can you stop being good to me?
you're doing more than friends.

Friends

____________________________________

Lover

I hope we can separate clearly,

i don't put hope.

So do you.

Crazieeee

i am kinda weird these few days,
i don't feel like eating, AT ALL.
i can don't eat for the whole day.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
but i lose 2kg in these few days.
kinda fast & not bad huh?

went out these 2 days,
movie & assignment.
awesome.

nothing much to tell,
NO,
i wanna tell but i can't tell here.

You affect me easily & badly <3

7/5/2011 Ichiban Boshi

Wootttsss,
yesterday went Pavilion with my brother & her girlfriend.
he treated me Ichiban Boshi as my birthday present.
Our dinner at Ichiban Boshi cost RM 175.40.
WOAHHH
3 people ate RM 175.40 wehhh.
LOL.
then we watched The Lost Bladesman.
Not bad luhh~


I'm lovin' it!
Tomorrow McD Happy Meal! =DD

Mua Birthday Night at Leisure Mall

5/5/2011 night

went Leisure Mall with Kah Mun, Foong Chia, Jo Yi & Jessica
We had Kenny Roger's as dinner.

haha

our silly face x))

Love ♥ you guysss

Mua Birthday in Taylor's

5/5/2011
Mua Birthday!!!
a lot of people wished me and i was busying reply their wishes.
special thanks to aunty from Norwegian Sandwich.
she treated me 2 sausages when she found out was my birthday!
so sweet and nice of her <3

Then, Dr. Antoon came.
I was having fun with friends,
then the lights were dimmed.
I did not suspect anything would happen at all.
and suddenly,
Zun Zen came in with candle light,
OMG, i shouted. :\
this is why i do not go to school on my birthday when i was secondary school ='3
This was planned by Zun Zen, Joyce and Gladys.
Shared by Zun Zen, Joyce, Gladys, Amy & Jia Yi.
I was surprised & almost cried out.

These people brighten up my day ♥
Thanks for everything.
Loves ♥

18th Early Birthday Celebration

Let's talk about my early birthday celebration at 3/5/2011.

we finished our class at 9+ or 10, i forgot.
then i decided to watch movie,therefore Jo Yi, Wen Yi, Fiona, Jolene, Zoe, Zoey & I went Sunway first.
We watched Thor,
But Zoe suddenly wanted to watch The Roommate with Zoey =.=
Then we watched separately.
Thor was pretty nice!
After that, we went Pasta Zanmai for lunch.
We took photos there.

Thanks a lot for the day.
Specially for,
♥ Amy, Fiona, Wen Yi, Joyce, Zun Zen, Jia Yi, Zoe, Zoey, Xin Yi, Gladys, JoYi & Jolene ♥
Hope i did not miss out anyone~

I shouldn't believe you at the first place.

Today's Mood: Great.

Went timesquare with mom today,
it's been quite a long time i hang out with mom.
Today was really a nice day.
i bought 5 shirts & 2 pants.
woottss,
that's quite a lot huh?
yeahhhh, happyyyy x))
Love you mom~
Ohhh~
Timesquare has changed a lot,
i almost got lost there ahahaha.

Going to Genting with coursemate & Taylorians.
first time going genting with friends and by bus,
kinda excited =D
Wulala~!