Sometimes，i just want to run away ♥ just to see who would come after me

Today's Mood: Unsecure,lonely and frustrated
星期五 25/2/11

去见了我的罗小祥，
很开心，
可惜的是，没有拍到他的照片，
因为我在台旁边。
本来可以站中间，和家人们一起的，
但是我迟去 ><
不过哥帮我挤到台旁，
不用站到不知道多远的后面。

所以现在呢，都一直在等家人们上传照片 。

啊对！
我又跟JymChong拍照耶~
他很帅一下的咯 x)

偶像偶像 xD

今天 28/2/11

今天心情很down,
跟朋友在一起的时候，
我可以很high。
但是当回到一个人的时候，
心情就天壤之别了。
顿时down去。
很寂寞。
我好像除了上课，
什么都没有了。
我的时间全都被学业给占据了。
有点后悔那么早开学。
现在要去哪儿都不方便了，
这样的生活很显，
上课，读书，ASSIGNMENTS
ASSIGNMENTS，读书，上课。
还有其他的吗？
开学了多久？
又要考试了，
显不显？
唉~

驾车去学校也是个大问题，
好像今天将，
全部car park满完了，
绕了两圈，U-Turn一次，才幸运的找到车位。
你说惨不惨？
最头痛的就是星期一了，
星期二到四都是早上课，不用怕没车位。
星期五就下午上课，很多没上课或已经放学了。
你说如果有人可以免费在我上学放学，
那该有多好？
梦里就有。

 

 

 

♥ 怎么开始习惯了有你的存在？

I will always love you ♥

My Dear ,

wait for me,

i am coming to you soon,

♥ you

Sometimes,might be think too much.

Charlie ♥

love her spec x)

Today was still the same

when i met Joyce in the morning

first thing she did to me was,

showed her hand as scissor

and slowly moved to my spec and tried to poke it

LOL

she was wondering are lens on my spec x]

this repeated few times

included Mr. Winston when he met me LOL

they love my spec too!:]

see~

Xin Yi

Moo

Joyce

Zun Zen

Swan

ahaha

they look so cute x]

Guess who is this???

hahaha

she is JOYCE!

she looks like one kind of superhero

lame la her xD

I wish i can go this Friday,

without any obstacles.

still feeling not practical larrrrrrrr

T______T

缘分尽了。

我们注定没缘分了，

连天也要酱玩我。

连唯一一个可以知道你那么一点点消息的方法都没有了，

有紧张了起来，

心揪了一下，

反而动了希望可以梦见你的念头。

我傻，

我知道，

但是控制得到的话就不叫爱情了。

差不多快窒息死了吧？

_晚安❤

I had a bad day

Alohaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

today supposingly have class at 8pm

but then,

when i was on the way going to the classroom with zen

we met zoe

and she told us that teacher pasted a notice outside the classroom

"class cancel today"

omg wth?!

woke up at 6am but did nothing?!

the next class was at 11am

means i have to wait for 3 hours =.=

chit-chatted at Joyce's aunty's restaurant for while

then went to library to SLEEP.

waited for so long and targetless made me lost the feeling of studying.

damn bored man.

Then,then,then

i feel very sleepy now

ciaosssssssssssssss 

Its actually fine for me that you do not recognize me now.

I had fed up already.

I wish i could change the reality.

Today's Mood: I just don't want to admit this, but it is real.

"I dreamt of you again yesterday"

Valentine's Day 14/2/2011

okay well,

my valentine's day was worst than what i thought.

it was a nightmare.

i had an unknown feeling followed me for the whole day.

Somehow,it made me felt heart pain without reasons.

i only felt better right after 12 am that day.

IDK why,

but it worked so.

maybe i was talking to my friends, like Zhee Ann & Zhi Sam

and they successfully brighten up my entire hours of the day

thanks dudes x]

Oh Ya!

got photoshoot photos!

Full Rating:♥♥♥♥♥

Rating: ♥♥♥

Low Rate because of the unposed legs xD

Rating: ♥♥♥♥

 Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥

 Rating: ♥♥♥♥♥

Btw,everyone sees this will say

:" Don't Jump!"

ahaha

Rating: ♥♥♥♥

Thanks a lot to Joyce for catching me randomly to have a photoshoot =]

Rating to Joyce:♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

=D

Today 16/2/2011

Today is a hyper day for me,

did a lot of lame/weird things,

especially to Xin Yi LOL

Joyce was so embarrassed,

she stood in front of the lift (like only 1 cm away to the lift)

"ding"

the lift reached but not open yet

and now Xin Yi scared her

and she SCREAMED out while the door opened and there were fulled of people inside!

she looked so weird as in she stood just 1cm away from the lift door and screamed out loud!

the people was like "what the hell is going on?!" xDDD

a girl inside was scared too! Ahaha

Damn funny man!

so embarrassed!OMG~ i can't imagine if it is me @@

No Wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~!

we were all laughing like hell and in the end we walked down x]

Can i face honestly to my feelings toward you,

me,

myself,

and i ?

I wanna relieve everything,

totally empty!

Can i?

Everyone is saying

"Time Is The Best Medicine Ever"

But do you know that

while waiting,

relieving something,

and etc,

that is the most suffering period.

And this is what i am facing now.

Suffering with time,

helpless.

What else can i do?

There is always "nothing i can do anymore",

"time,give yourself time",

"chill & relax",

and etc.

Fine,

i am fed up though.

At the end,

still "Time Is The Best Medicine Ever".

情人节想你。

今天情人节，
突然想起你了。

我们好像没有一起庆祝过情人节耶，
就这样分了。

可能是我们从未好好地看过对方，
没好好地了解对方，
没好好地珍惜过对方。

哈哈，
陈年旧事了啦。

不说不说了，
拜拜。
=]

有爱，天天都是情人节。

Given by Zun Zen =]

Happy Valentine's Day again

be my friend's model today since she was bored and i was free xD

photos will be upload soon

IDK why

i have some weird feelings today

some undefinable feelings

feel like heart pain but not

don't know what is the weird feelings ><

talked to Sam

relief much

still wonder what feelings are that eeeeeee~

Give Up Already Larrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!

Waiting For Endless

Today's Mood: Omg,i surely think too much >< I was staring at Facebook's notification, hoping that something about you could appear, but normally, Reality is Vice Versa with Hopes. We don't even consider as friends yet, in Facebook or Reality.
What do i expect? IDK. Will you pay attention on me,even one second? It's okay. I don't expect you to know my existence , from the beginning, i didn't think of it. 

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
i watched What Women Want with mom yesterday
not bad la that show

Andy Lau dances freaking good
body fit,handsome
although he has wrinkles
but it looks natural on him
when all goes to all,he is already 40+
it's natural circulation right?

_skip


Actually i realised something,
when you have a very pretty friend with you,
you may feel scare when the guy you like meet her,
you may afraid of he will like her.
No Offense
just that i feel so :)


oh ya!
having long nails is a big trouble!

Have A Nice Day and Enjoy Valentine's Day Tomorrow!

Valentine's Day Is Coming To Town ♥

Uhuu~
Valentine's is around the corner
it's on next monday!
did you guys think of celebrating with your partners??
did you guys prepare gifts for your partners???
ya i did =]
but dont miss understood
my partners are all my beloved friends
i will be celebrating with them since almost all of us didn't have a real partner?
ahaha

Quoted Zun Zen,
"Wants to see SHOWSSSS" xD
it would be fun right??
i guess so x]

Wish Everyone Has A Good & Satisfied Valentine's Day ♥

Something i wanna tell,

but i chose to keep it to myself =)

The memorable time isn't something that fade easily

Hohoho~
went to Pavilion for Nashriq's surprise b'day party on the day before yesterday
met friends and had dinner at Nando's
that was awesome
meeting friends is a nice section
we talked,laughed and had fun together
we took lots of photos too!

the b'day boy Nashriq

 the pretty Zen

 the clown Hamzah

Hamzah

 my honey Jessica

 the drunk guy Pao

 the awesome girl Syaza

 the girl with sweet smile Naz

 the beautiful girl Ika

 the girl always with wide smile Nik

 the cool guy Aaron

 my darling Jo Yi

don't know why we took this photo

but it is still quite memorable =]

miss them and ♥ them lotsss

Sometimes,

i wish i could lose some of my memories,

or just about him?

鼓励

放心，



           我不会吃回头草的。





我是酱告诉自己的。

I Deserve The Best ♥♥

is this looks familiar???
hehehe
this is the 猪兔子 in He's Beautiful
given by someone i love x]


Friday  4th February
went to my aunty house!
had fun there yet bored
the older one played mahjong
my aunty's daughter played computer
due to there has no wifi
so i cant do anything with my lappie x[
so sad

Luckily,i brought CDs there
and i finished Links To Temptation!
love it
and am enjoying Mary Stayed Out All Night
quite outdated already xD

Saturday  5th February 2011

Still at aunty's house
watched them played mahjong
then went into one of the room and started to on the musics
few minutes later
my cousin brother came in
and started to sing along
but he totally out of the rhythem
i non stop laughing there hahaha

Reached home around 9pm+
then on facebook and chatted
chat chat chat
chatted with Sam until 1am+
chatted a lot
jump here jump there
x)


Today  6th February 2011

Went to visit Sam and her new house hehe
her house is so big,huge and large xD
they hired a designer to design the house
the designer is so successful
the house is really nice
like those we watch in the Hong Kong drama haha
really no exaggerate

Photos time

look pale in this photo

she is showing off her Domo shirt xD

IDK why

i love this

her expression is sweet =]

Then

her friends came

i felt a bit awkward although i knew some of them too

but dint meet long time

After a few minutes

i went home =]

Saw Samuel at Petronas

he lost and waiting for Sam and WenYi to rescue him x]

he changed

i almost cant recognize him LOL

Pheww~

HOME ♥♥

我知道他不值得。

我知道我可以有更好的选择。

我知道。

但感觉控制不了啊。

soon soon.

会好的=]

I Deserve The Best ♥♥

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我？

JJ Lin's 记得

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了

这条路走了多久

心中是清楚的

有一天有一天都会停的

让时间说真话

虽然我也害怕

在天黑了以后

我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我们都累了

却没办法往回走

两颗心都迷惑

怎么说怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么

也许你也不懂

两个相爱的人

等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候

我和你的眼中

看见了不同的天空

走的太远

终于走到分岔路的路口

是不是你和我

要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

 

 

这首歌，完全是我和你的写照

我的心情是和这首歌一模一样的

而你永远不会懂

Happy CNY

heyyyy~

Happy CNY everybody!

x]

did myself nice nice

and then

phewww~

OUT to Gong Hei Fat Choi xD

i had no plan today

just went to my gradmas' house for brunch and angpaus!

but unfortunately,

not much angpaus i got ><

slept at 3am midnight

therefore

when i got home

i terus tidur sampai 7pm++

ahahaha

wanna go visit friends or cousins house!!

who wanna bring me??

LOL

actually

i want to go to my aunty's house so badly

don't know is it possible

eee~

wanna go wanna go ><

took photos at my grandma place

when i wanted to take photo with my brother

i kept saying

'come near,look to the camera spot and say cheese~'

kept repeating

if not he won't do

geram~

Ok

i think thats all for this post

wish everyone blessed ,have a happy CNY and

Happy CNY once again =D

你们不经意的行为，伤害了我。

我那么没有存在感吗？
为什么我永远都是被漠视的那一个？
这是我的命运吗？
我又很努力融入你们了。
但我得到的还是被漠视的结果！
所以我才不喜欢交际！

当我诚心当你们是我的朋友时，
换来的只是忽略。

我努力过了，
不会再对你们有期望。

怎么最近一直有烦心的事？
他的事，她的事，他们的事。
头脑可以停止运作一下下吗？
让我暂时忘却烦恼。

我很想离开你们，
但我何去何从？

让我大哭一场，
明天会更好 =]



完_YY

放弃不了的兴趣

兴趣可以当饭吃吗？

我原本放弃了兴趣，
但是我放不下，
很想part time读，
但是不知道自己有没有这个能耐。

本身很有想法，
但从来没有制作过作品。

本身对很多事情很好奇，
但从来没有寻求过答案。

有时候很迷茫，
很没有办法，
没人能诉苦。

只好收在心底。

无论如何，
都想实现梦想，
可以有机会接触我的兴趣。

希望一切顺顺利利，安全度过这4年。


完_YY

粉红色恋爱♥

am going to my grandma's house for reunion dinner later =]

i feel so bored during holidays x[

i have nothing to do

wehh~

come date me lehhh ><

oh ya!

i will stay home bou dai if there is nobody date me!

wahahaha

must finish all the CDs this holiday

will be busy after school reopen,i think?

miss my strawberry gang already ><

miss their laughter ♥

am staying happy with my pink colour love x]