Ending 2011, welcoming 2012 :)

2011


1) Enrolled into Taylor's University Lakeside Campus - Foundation in Communication
2) Produced few videos with the gang
3) Finished 2 assignments in a day
4) First time drove in the middle of the night, 4a.m
5) First time drove to Sepang Gold Coast
6) Managed to survive after driving here and there
7) Knew awesome friends
8) Cut short hair !!!
9) Lived happily :)
10) Ending 2011 with happiness <3

2012

1) Live a better life
2) Try new things
3) Enjoy my life
4) Be stronger and tougher
5) Make my blogshop more splendid
6) Make more money
7) Shopping here and there
8) Diet
9) Get a boyfie <3
10) Laugh out loud xD

Never got a chance

B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T

Hate being stupid

I . HATE . MYSELF

May I love you?

Ya...

Always do.

I didn't know I would feel so deep.

Every night.

Always hoping.

Hold me tight

Always hoping :)

Kiss me on the forehead

Tumblr always tell out what I couldn't express <3

Yes. Hi, I've existed for quite some time.

:)

How sad.

All the time.

Always.

But that will never come true.

Especially, your smile :)

My quote?

Kiss me on my forehead <3

Ya, it is happening now.

:3

I wish it can be decided this way.

Can I?

 Hate it much.

Tried :(

Be my forever.

Don't you know?

I hope there's no ending between us.

Did anyone tell you that you're my Christmas wish?

I saw, he is pretty wonderful :)

Please don't misunderstood.

Yeahhh :)

:D

I'm imperfect.

Shut up & kiss me!

Thank you :)

Love cha! <3

You and Me <3

Moving Forward

How to have the courage to move one step forward? :/

No, that's the end for us. 

You again

Maybe...
I am really lacked of confidence...

You look down  these day :/

You have such big influence to me where I actually don't realize

It's 8 December 2011. It's been one month since I updated my blog. I've abandoned it, even private it. But who cares? Nobody even cares why did I private my blog. Never mind. I am fine in this one month without updating my blog. November was a blue month for me. Blue mood, blue stuff and so on. I have a crush which I really quite into it but never mind again, I know my position. I don't dream much or neither expect much from anyone. I just need someone to listen to me and talk to me. But there's no one. They seem ignoring me or rather fooling me with one or two words. Really thought much these days. Bad atmosphere surrounded me. To go or not to go, to stay or not to stay. This is still a BIG question. Nobody could help me. What I need is only you. Someone please help me to find the true answer of the question.

I'm looking good in front of you whereas I am actually not.

That will always be you.

Cheer up Sier! :)