Peekaboo!

Here's the sneak peek of yesterday's photo shoot!

 Fashion Rockstar? Opps, I'm guilty ;)

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 Personally love this most! <3

You there? :)

Stay tuned for more! xoxo

Photo Shooting Session

Had a photo shooting session with le friends - Joyce & Jia Yi. When I say photo shooting session, I mean the real well planned photo shooting session with locations, theme, clothes, hairstyles ready. Nottheplayplayone. It would be my first real photo shooting. I wasn't really let people take me as a model. Camwhore I know la :P That's probably because I have low self confidence. Not saying that now I am having HIGH self confidence but I am trying to change my thinking and stand out more. No more standing/hiding behind people. Overall, that was fun. I enjoyed it pretty well. Joyce was the core photographer who took Jia Yi's and my photos while I was the assistant photographer(?) who took Joyce's photos. When the moment the photographer compliment on the outcome, yes the feeling is real good :D So just stay tuned for the photos! ;)

朋友

我算是一个孤僻的人吗？我也想要有很多朋友，聊不完的话题。可是，可能是我自卑吧。对外，对内都没自信。其实很羡慕那些拥有很多朋友的人。我知道朋友都会安慰我说，做自己，不需要勉强自己，什么什么的。只是，羡慕而已。
我发现我其实是个蛮自我的人。我希望别人都以我为中心但却往往都是我以别人为中心。或许我太渴望'朋友'了吧，常常太过容易付出真心和人做朋友，导致时常受伤。朋友是有，但都是那种没联络，见面才hi-bye。有些还，'我认识你的吗？'。此时的我，只能一个人失落，没有人会了解我的心情。
常常玩自闭，可能是因为这个原因吧。不说话，不搭话，不主动。别人说微笑就是最漂亮的化妆品。骗人的吧？
试着改变自己，但是好像非常的失败。想要做自己，前提是不介意没朋友。还是算了吧？我是注定只有固定的那几个好朋友吧。有他们，还不算太差。只是人就是比较贪心点的吧。