I am back!

Mushi mushi, sorry for abandoned my blog for so long. Lazy to update by using Ipad. Am quite hyper today, "Everyday I am shuffling" x) I am having the last half an hour of 6 hours break now, so i decide to blog a little bit of myself. My projects have to stop for a period as I am really busy with my studies. Exam is coming yet assignments are killing me softly. 4 assignments due in a week. Can you imagine that? I have to divide myself into several parts to revise and to do 4 different annoying assignments. GAHHHH.

I have a lot to share but do not know where to start. Were feeling unhappy these days. Will talk about it next time (to my best friends <3).

Last but not least, I think I am a little bit into you :)

That's all for now! Bye :D

Loves,

Sier

Sierra Infinite

Hey peeps! I finally activated my inspirational blog - www.Sierra-infinite.blogspot.com I will update about my sense of fashion, handmade stuff, art and so forth. Do support! Few of my handmade works will be updated soon. Stay tuned peeps! Loves. Loves, Sier.

"I can" is more important than "I.Q"

Hello there :) kinda fine these days or should I say... Not feeling anything/already used to the feeling I used to have all the time?

Actually, I don't feel happy at all studying mass comm now. Happy, friends' love; Unhappy, dislike, slightly towards hate what I am doing now. I feel so insecure now; I can't feel myself; I am so not me; I feel like I am forcing myself to do something I don't really like.

Instead, I feel sorry too. Sorry to give up halfway, but no choice. I can't force myself to do something I don't like. Yes or No, no such thing as Yes & No to me. I might not be the perfect one to you, but please don't compare me with the others under your perspectives. I am me myself, nobody could replace me, not now, not in the future. How I wish I were alone. No family, no friends, no ones, just alone all along. Then, I could do whatever I want, no worries on others and at least, I would not be troublesome to other people.

To be honest, if I continue studying mass comm, the Cheong Yin Yi you see, talk, play, joke with is not the real me. It will only be the protective cover of me. I can't feel myself; I dream what I can't dream about; They say live happily now, but at the same time, they want me to think of my future rationally. Influential people said, "Happy are those who dream dreams and ready to pay the price to make them come true", "Don't let someone else create your world, for when they do, they will always create it too small", "They can conquer who believe they can", "If you have trouble thinking outside of the box, then blow up the box", "I make beanstalks; I'm a builder, like yourself", "Dreams don't work, unless you do",
"Whatever you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it",

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams"

"So many of our dreams at first seem impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon. become inevitable"

* We grow great by dreams, all big men are dreamers.
They see things in the soft haze of a spring day or in the red fire of a long winter's evening.
Some of us let these dreams die, but others nourish and protect them;
Nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who hope that their dreams
will come true.


Truly, from the bottom of my heart.

Say YES!

Hello girls and boys, women and men, ladies and gentlemen, anybody, everybody anyeong :) A bad news to be announced. My lappie needs to do a plastic surgery >< The screen cracked :'( I feel so depressed for it T^T Had a presentation today. It was really sucked. Obviously I screwed badly. I agree partially with what she said but not the confidence part. I have confidence when I was presenting but do I really look confidence-less while doing presentation? I mean, every presentation. I do not know how to show it but I am pretty sure that I have it! Maybe it's just not enough. Really feel like crying when she said all the stuffs. I actually felt offended at that moment. Feeling sucks. Lecturers are wanting too much and differently. They have different expectations and so, they teach different thing. I learnt the presenting skills in sem 1 and I find it really useful, but unfortunately, the skills seem not to be used in this sem towards this lecturer. Do they put themselves in the students' shoes? They teach different thing and expect us to change immediately and naturally in every sem or from time to time? Okay fine. Do what they want to fulfill their wantings lor. asdfghjkl-/:;()$&@ I miss my dream

The Most Important Things Are The Hardest To Say

Cute macaroon :*

Hi my dear blog reader, I am here to blog again! :D Currently am having Raya holiday but it is going to end soon :( Nothing much happened during this holiday, just boost out a lot of ideas! x) P&C project is still moving on, quite smooth though ;D Meanwhile, I am tidying up my room but I've stopped for 2 days *paiseh* However, I will finish tidy up my room by Sunday! Hmmm, decorating will be the next step! muahahahaha xDDD GoGoGo!!!

A very short post :) Good night, sweet dreams <3