Ending 2011, welcoming 2012 :)

2011


1) Enrolled into Taylor's University Lakeside Campus - Foundation in Communication
2) Produced few videos with the gang
3) Finished 2 assignments in a day
4) First time drove in the middle of the night, 4a.m
5) First time drove to Sepang Gold Coast
6) Managed to survive after driving here and there
7) Knew awesome friends
8) Cut short hair !!!
9) Lived happily :)
10) Ending 2011 with happiness <3

2012

1) Live a better life
2) Try new things
3) Enjoy my life
4) Be stronger and tougher
5) Make my blogshop more splendid
6) Make more money
7) Shopping here and there
8) Diet
9) Get a boyfie <3
10) Laugh out loud xD

Never got a chance

B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T

Hate being stupid

I . HATE . MYSELF

May I love you?

Ya...

Always do.

I didn't know I would feel so deep.

Every night.

Always hoping.

Hold me tight

Always hoping :)

Kiss me on the forehead

Tumblr always tell out what I couldn't express <3

Yes. Hi, I've existed for quite some time.

:)

How sad.

All the time.

Always.

But that will never come true.

Especially, your smile :)

My quote?

Kiss me on my forehead <3

Ya, it is happening now.

:3

I wish it can be decided this way.

Can I?

 Hate it much.

Tried :(

Be my forever.

Don't you know?

I hope there's no ending between us.

Did anyone tell you that you're my Christmas wish?

I saw, he is pretty wonderful :)

Please don't misunderstood.

Yeahhh :)

:D

I'm imperfect.

Shut up & kiss me!

Thank you :)

Love cha! <3

You and Me <3

Moving Forward

How to have the courage to move one step forward? :/

No, that's the end for us. 

You again

Maybe...
I am really lacked of confidence...

You look down  these day :/

You have such big influence to me where I actually don't realize

It's 8 December 2011. It's been one month since I updated my blog. I've abandoned it, even private it. But who cares? Nobody even cares why did I private my blog. Never mind. I am fine in this one month without updating my blog. November was a blue month for me. Blue mood, blue stuff and so on. I have a crush which I really quite into it but never mind again, I know my position. I don't dream much or neither expect much from anyone. I just need someone to listen to me and talk to me. But there's no one. They seem ignoring me or rather fooling me with one or two words. Really thought much these days. Bad atmosphere surrounded me. To go or not to go, to stay or not to stay. This is still a BIG question. Nobody could help me. What I need is only you. Someone please help me to find the true answer of the question.

I'm looking good in front of you whereas I am actually not.

That will always be you.

Cheer up Sier! :) 

追求梦想有多伟大？

1) 在行的人大有人在，就凭我小小的力量，真的可以在众人之中脱颖而出并让人看见属于我的光芒吗？


2) 宁愿从来就没拥有过，至少比现在才失去好。 


3) 一直都在怀疑，自己是不是真的有那个能力，可以无畏无惧，勇敢追求自己想要的。


4) 始终都不知道，自己的力量可以有多大。


5) 拿不起，也放不下。


6) 放弃，可以有多恐怖？我难以想象。


7) 也许，一直以来都错了。自己并没有想象中那么能干，那么坚强。


8) 或许，是时间放下了吧？


9) 始终还是一个人，一个人孤军作战。


10) 追求梦想没那么简单，要放弃太多太多了。

Lappie is back!

I am backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Super excited now :DDD Had my lappie back! Indescribable feeling!!!! Excitement, happiness, thankfulness and all other positive feelings! It's like FINALLY. I waited for so long. FUHHHHHHHHHHHH xD

Short Updates

I feel so sorry for ignoring my blog so long :( Am having a long break now, going to class soon. Just wanted to update a short post. As usual, project is on its way and it goes pretty well and smooth :D
It will be fun and success! x))) Bought a camera, Canon EOS 550 :D but unfortunately, I have no time to go out for a photowalk or something. So sad so bad :'( 


Current plan is to do more handmade stuff to improve my skills so that I can work for my dream more easily in the future! ;)


That's all I guess! Take care and have a nice day! :))) <3

Heng Zhi Sam,

I MISS YOU <3

I am back!

Mushi mushi, sorry for abandoned my blog for so long. Lazy to update by using Ipad. Am quite hyper today, "Everyday I am shuffling" x) I am having the last half an hour of 6 hours break now, so i decide to blog a little bit of myself. My projects have to stop for a period as I am really busy with my studies. Exam is coming yet assignments are killing me softly. 4 assignments due in a week. Can you imagine that? I have to divide myself into several parts to revise and to do 4 different annoying assignments. GAHHHH.

I have a lot to share but do not know where to start. Were feeling unhappy these days. Will talk about it next time (to my best friends <3).

Last but not least, I think I am a little bit into you :)

That's all for now! Bye :D

Loves,

Sier

Sierra Infinite

Hey peeps! I finally activated my inspirational blog - www.Sierra-infinite.blogspot.com I will update about my sense of fashion, handmade stuff, art and so forth. Do support! Few of my handmade works will be updated soon. Stay tuned peeps! Loves. Loves, Sier.

"I can" is more important than "I.Q"

Hello there :) kinda fine these days or should I say... Not feeling anything/already used to the feeling I used to have all the time?

Actually, I don't feel happy at all studying mass comm now. Happy, friends' love; Unhappy, dislike, slightly towards hate what I am doing now. I feel so insecure now; I can't feel myself; I am so not me; I feel like I am forcing myself to do something I don't really like.

Instead, I feel sorry too. Sorry to give up halfway, but no choice. I can't force myself to do something I don't like. Yes or No, no such thing as Yes & No to me. I might not be the perfect one to you, but please don't compare me with the others under your perspectives. I am me myself, nobody could replace me, not now, not in the future. How I wish I were alone. No family, no friends, no ones, just alone all along. Then, I could do whatever I want, no worries on others and at least, I would not be troublesome to other people.

To be honest, if I continue studying mass comm, the Cheong Yin Yi you see, talk, play, joke with is not the real me. It will only be the protective cover of me. I can't feel myself; I dream what I can't dream about; They say live happily now, but at the same time, they want me to think of my future rationally. Influential people said, "Happy are those who dream dreams and ready to pay the price to make them come true", "Don't let someone else create your world, for when they do, they will always create it too small", "They can conquer who believe they can", "If you have trouble thinking outside of the box, then blow up the box", "I make beanstalks; I'm a builder, like yourself", "Dreams don't work, unless you do",
"Whatever you can do, or dream you can do, begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it",

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams"

"So many of our dreams at first seem impossible, then they seem improbable, and then, when we summon the will, they soon. become inevitable"

* We grow great by dreams, all big men are dreamers.
They see things in the soft haze of a spring day or in the red fire of a long winter's evening.
Some of us let these dreams die, but others nourish and protect them;
Nurse them through bad days till they bring them to the sunshine and light which comes always to those who hope that their dreams
will come true.


Truly, from the bottom of my heart.

Say YES!

Hello girls and boys, women and men, ladies and gentlemen, anybody, everybody anyeong :) A bad news to be announced. My lappie needs to do a plastic surgery >< The screen cracked :'( I feel so depressed for it T^T Had a presentation today. It was really sucked. Obviously I screwed badly. I agree partially with what she said but not the confidence part. I have confidence when I was presenting but do I really look confidence-less while doing presentation? I mean, every presentation. I do not know how to show it but I am pretty sure that I have it! Maybe it's just not enough. Really feel like crying when she said all the stuffs. I actually felt offended at that moment. Feeling sucks. Lecturers are wanting too much and differently. They have different expectations and so, they teach different thing. I learnt the presenting skills in sem 1 and I find it really useful, but unfortunately, the skills seem not to be used in this sem towards this lecturer. Do they put themselves in the students' shoes? They teach different thing and expect us to change immediately and naturally in every sem or from time to time? Okay fine. Do what they want to fulfill their wantings lor. asdfghjkl-/:;()$&@ I miss my dream

The Most Important Things Are The Hardest To Say

Cute macaroon :*

Hi my dear blog reader, I am here to blog again! :D Currently am having Raya holiday but it is going to end soon :( Nothing much happened during this holiday, just boost out a lot of ideas! x) P&C project is still moving on, quite smooth though ;D Meanwhile, I am tidying up my room but I've stopped for 2 days *paiseh* However, I will finish tidy up my room by Sunday! Hmmm, decorating will be the next step! muahahahaha xDDD GoGoGo!!!

A very short post :) Good night, sweet dreams <3

Stay Tuned!

Something is on it's way... _SECRET_ ...Highly P&C :D

Hope everything goes smooth and will not take a long time to finish it. Bless me :)

我会想你的 :)

原来不可能会有个人永远陪在你身边，
当你觉得有感情了，
就是要分开的时候了。
这是，该笑还是该哭泣呢？
笑，是因为他终于可以实现梦想。
哭泣，是因为他就快离开大家。

或许，还是那句话，
顺其自然吧。

BeeBoo :D

Blllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Chakkkkkkkkkkk! x) Hello peeeeeple :D Went Kepong with mom on the morning then we decided to go to Viva Home to have a look. Was my first time there. Not bad though :) So many things to see :))) And you know what???! Sasa has great promotion there! The booth is at the First floor, in front of Twinkle New Look Sdn. Bhd. optical shop. I bought a few stuffs too! :D

1. Sasatinnie Aloe Vera Yogurt White Repair Mask
2. Sasatinnie Co-Q10 Smoothing Mask
3. Sasatinnie Glacier Deep Purifying Mask
6 pieces of masks per box, original price is RM33.90 and guess what??! I bought these 3 boxes for RM54.00 only!!! Cheap and worth it!

Skinlite Nose Pore Cleansing Strips@RM8.90 and I bought it at buy one free one promotion!

My Beauty Diary Sweet Teatime Mini Set@RM39.90 and guess how much I bought it??? RM26.90 with purchase RM50 and above yo!!! Worth it right???! Omg happy die me x)))

That's all I bought from Sasa. But I will go and have a look again next week xD Their promotion will last until 4th September but the promotion of Sasatinnie mask will only last until Merdeka Day, 31st August. Go grab a few pieces when you have the time! There are still a lot of products under promotion! :D

By the way, I bought a sunglasses too ;) Will get it next week though. Hehe

Today was a contentment day Happy happy~ x)

喜欢就一定要爱

曾经的‘我爱你’

那时的承诺

共同美丽的回忆

过期的感情

没有放弃的期待

努力争取

却换来伤痕累累的身躯

我们都怕痛

却好想试着牵手

爱情是神圣的，如果你不懂得如何尊重爱情，那就请你停止爱上人，不要玩弄别人的感情，他不是你的玩偶，玩到闷了就丢掉，在外受伤了就渴望他可以安慰你，说来就来，说走就走，不要把感情看得这么儿戏，他不是你的玩具，不要把他掌握，你没有这个权力。

The Story of Me.

I live an ordinary life. I always wish I could become an extraordinary girl. But somehow, I could not. I do not know how to be an extraordinary girl; do I have to be more crazy and active instead of going through life normally? Or I should go through more joys and sorrows? I have no idea.

I am fated to be a normal girl since I was born. My family kept me safely away from this cruel world and they did not let me go out with friends until I was 15 years old. I understand how parents feel. They are afraid of criminal would happen to their children but in some way, they are overprotective. Children are complaining about their parents all the time. However, do they put themselves into their parents’ shoes? If given the chance, nine out of ten children definitely will try to change their parents. But I will be the tenth child who is not willing to change my parents. I will change myself as I know what they did are for the sake of me. I was the one who made mistakes all the time and being rebellious. Then, they started to get mad on me. I felt sorry, either. Chances from them are given to me all the time. I shall appreciate it.

What had passed is just a part of our life. It does not mean everything. I do look back, sometimes. I learn from the mistakes I did when I was immature and try to improve in the future.  In spite of this, I should be more socializing to other people in order to have a better future. What I hope I can do now is to do well in my studies and travel to some other places to gain experiences. Travelling is always my dream. I hope I could travel to every single sea in this world within 10 years. To fulfill my dream, I have to work hard in my studies and get a great job in the future. For this moment, all I need to do to change my life for a better future is to have dreams. When I have dreams, I have hopes too.

In conclusion, what had happened in the past is not important. Do not ever let the past stop us from doing what we want. As long as we learn from the past and do better in the future. Remember the past, look for the future.

Smile make me look young :D

♥ Sier

     

Great Day: 30-Hour Famine DIY Camp 2011

30-Hour Famine DIY Camp 2011: Child Health Crisis: Hunger for Health is officially a history now! It was really really seriously super freaking tiring, had not more than 5 hours of sleeping time in these two days. But I got to learn a lot from the camp, this is really a great awesome fabulous marvelous experience!

On the first day of the camp, had happened few serious matters which I met it for the first time. I learnt how to handle these matters by keeping it as soft-pedal as possible, how to work with the others, how to solve the sudden turn of event quickly and lots more.

I always think I am the lucky one because I get to meet such good Chinese Society seniors such as Mr. Tam, Chloe, Sher Ting and Xiao Yen who had helped me A LOT. Of course not to forget the BODs and JCs like Tze Voon, Annie, Eliza and Casey who I like to work with so much. Furthermore, I gained a lot from them and for sure there are still a lot for me to learn. They never get mad, frustrate, give up, complaint and others when they met obstacles or even when someone did something wrong. I have a feeling of content whenever I work with them. They are the awesomest and they make my college life shine brightly! <3 them loads!

Shine with Taylor's University Chinese Society :D

我不需要卑微的友情

最近心情不是很好，朋友的关系is screwing me up。
关系不好不差的朋友，感觉就快失去对方了，本身有点看她不顺眼，为什么还会不开心？

Assignments需要pair work, 放心，我不会求你和我组合，我还有那一丁点自尊。

我不会死缠烂打，你想远离我，我让你走。你对我无情，我也不必对你有义。

有你没我，有我没你。

Sun rises of the day.

Today's Mood: First day of semester 2 makes me feel uncomfortable and tiredness boost up. 

Had a not-even-an-hour class this morning, overall of that class is good great. Then, because we dismissed two hours earlier than the actual end time, we have 5 hours break time in total. That's insane, crazy, terrible, horrible and vegetable! >_< This 5 hours break time makes me feel tired, down, moody, sleepy and dizzy. I have class at 4pm to 7pm later, I hope it will dismiss earlier too. :)

I feel like dancing :D

flying x)

Tumblr tells what I could not tell.

Never between us.



That's so true.



I always do.


I <3 Tumblr, it always tells what I couldn't tell. :)

Loves,

Sier ♥ 

Holiday :)

Ding Dong* :D I went to Singapore last Saturday in the midnight at 12.00am haha Reached there at around 5am wootss xD Bought a lot of stuffs, I enjoyed very much! :))) Did not take any photos :( But I definitely had lotsa fun there :)

After I came back, I hang out with Zhi Sam few days continuously x) Not bad not bad. Happy~ :D



Samsung Galaxy S2 rocks man! Aku suka :D


Just a super short post, just feel like updating to conclude what happened these few days haha x)
Buh-bye ^^

A day ended up with all negative emotions :(

Wooooootttttsssss :D Went Timesquare with Milk yesterday! Like FINALLY hahaha We walked at Timesquare for while then we moved to Sungei Wang to look for my bag. When we walked there and reached the highest floor, Milk said: "Why don't you buy at Singapore since you're going there soon?" I was like:"Ya hor~Then let's leave here and go Fahrenheit 88!" haha I am so realistic x) Then we went through Lot 10 to reach Fahrenheit 88. Have been so long since I went there last time. I thought Fahrenheit 88 should have more shop lots inside? But like no improvement only :( I am so dissapointed :/ _skip_ As I said, F88 got no improvement, so Milk and I decided to move to Pavilion and enjoy our Snowflakes as lunch! :) I ordered their cold bestseller and added 1 more creamer as I felt 1 small cup of creamer does not enough. And Milk ordered the hot bestseller. I was so excited when pouring the creamer onto my grass jelly, but guess what? It tasted sucks. The creamer was a little bit "too fresh" as it smelled so smelly like milk that just got from dairy cattle *vomit*. It should not taste like this, something goes wrong with the kitchen of Snowflakes Pavilion.

After that, we walked in Parkson and bought few stuffs. As we did not find anything suits us there, we decided to go back to Timesquare. There we walked back to Timesquare again. Milk accompanied me while I was trying to contact my brother. Finally his gf picked my phone call. They were at Amusement Park but I could not find them as my brother told me it is located on 7th floor. It's okay. I got to them at last. I thought we were going home soon. But who knows they were playing in the Amusement Park. Okay then, I waited them. For your information, I feel uneasy to be in those places. I was a little bit pissed off that time. I was alone that time because I could not stand the noisiness of the place, so I went out to take a breath. And, I waited them for almost 1 hour. WTF right? I wanted to go home so badly so I asked him what time is he going back. And he answered me:"Don't know". P-I-S-S-E-D O-F-F. Therefore I kept looking for friends who could able to pick me. At last, Zhi Sam could pick me up from Bdr Tun Razak LRT Station. I am supposed to take monorail to Hang Tuah and then change to LRT. But the stupid monorail was so many people and it was so freaking damn slow, so I just went out of the monorail station after waited for don't know how long and WALKED to Hang Tuah LRT Station ALONE. That time was 8pm+! The road was so dark and scary. I walked there with the fastest speed I could. Luckily I got there safely. Thank God! But my bad luck had not end yet. LRT was slow and Ampang line came first.    
I was totally exhausted and sweating like bathing that time. Totally pissed off! After around half an hour, Sri Petaling line came finally. Went in and reached Bdr Tun Razak. But Zhi Sam had not reach yet. I was being alone in the darkness AGAIN. Fine. And yeah, she came with her mother and her mother brought us to Night Market Taman Connaught. We walked there for only half an hour to finish the longest night market in Malaysia. Haha.

Then, FINALLY I got home at around 11pm. What a bad day for me! What a 'great' experience! I was really afraid when I was being alone in the darkness! I am totally pissed off, depressed, mad, angry, disappointed and all negative emotions towards my brother! Why do I have such brother???! Shitty! asdfghjkl;' I tell myself, I don't rely on him ANYMORE.   _end

习惯得可悲

爱，只是一种习惯。你放不下，你执着，是因为你真的那么爱他，还是只是你习惯了他的存在而接受不了他的离开？当时爱得要生要死的，蓦然回首，其实也没有那么的爱，只是一时不习惯身边没有了那个为我赴汤蹈火的人。终于明白了，不算迟。执着于一个不爱自己的人，是笨的；不需要在心里预留一个位置给你爱的人，想要在你心里占有一席之位的人，会毫不犹豫的闯进你心里。

Faint

I miss you so much, bloggie :'( One week never update my blog, I wanted to update so badly but too bad I got no time >< Was really busy these days. Was going around Bandar Sunway to meet campers, was doing report until late night, was contacting them non-stop, was sending mails and so on. I can only sleep at around  2a.m EVERYDAY last week. Can you imagine how busy I was?  @@

And ya, I slept at 2a.m + this morning and I woke up at 2pm today xDDD 12 hours yo! The nicest and sweetest sleep I have throughout the week :D yum yum x)

For your information, my shopping plan still not work out yet :( I am so depress about this :/ I wish I could request for a real holiday from my president. The real one, don't need to do any chinese society stuff. I am real tired, really need a break. Recently having headache so frequently, like falling sick @@



I miss you less nowadays :)

Life as a walking zombie

First time using GPS to somewhere which I don't used to go. I went KBU to pick ZSam from Taylor's by following GPS's instructions. And surprisingly, I perfectly success man!!! x))) Although I did go to the wrong road laa *^^*  Before that, I bought ChaTime in Taylor's and I bought for ZSam too :) Nice nice yummy! 


Famine 30 stuff really bother me very much. These few days I had not enough sleep. Basically, I only slept for maximum 5 hours like that only. This seriously not enough for me >< Got to wait for their reply, have to key in their details into the system and check the details in the system with our own backup compiled details. These spend me at least 2 hours a day to finish it. The worse is, I always get my director's order in the late night. Then, when I finish executed her order, it was already 2am in the midnight @@ FYI, I am having holiday now. But why am I feeling more tired than studying??? Oh Emm GGG. But, Chloe is more busier than me. She is having her exams now but she can't really study because she has to approach and meet those campers to register them and collect donation booklets from them. Haizzz :'( So freaking tiring >__<




'Walking zombie' anywhere@@ - quoted Gladys

Holidays plan

AAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :DDD
Not forgetting my movie spamming activity in my holidays, but it seems perfectly failed >< haha

List of Movies:
June:
1) Remember Me - but I don't think I have guts to watch it, don't you dare me. Hahaha
2) Kungfu Panda 2 in cantonese - I think it will be quite funneh in cantonese xDD
3) Blitz - Thom wants to watch @@
4) Transformers - This is a MUST!  I watched. . .twice! hahaha
5) Treasure Inn - This is a comedy, I want to LMAO! x) Nice show! LMAO! x)))


July:
1) Mr. Popper's Penguin - I find it cute in it's trailer. x) Watched today. Cute and adorable! Nice show! <3 it :)
2) Kidnapped - Hemm, wondering.
3) Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows Part 2 - Maybe?
4) Rest on Your Shoulder - A romantic storyline, a MUST too!





Tadaa~ I watched 3 movies only >___< What a fail plan~ Hanna is the next target! :D
Not only this, my shopping plan also has not worked out Arghhhhh I lazy take public transport to Timesquare>Sungei Wang>Pavilion>Fahrenheit 88 larrrrrrrrrrrrrh :/
I must go I must go I must go!!!


But I am kinda busy this recently. What else? TUCS luhhh I can't feel myself much, can't breathe @@
Faster finish puhleezzz T^T My phone credit finished in a second because of the Famine 30 thingy, too fast, Ngo Jip Sau Em Dou lorrrrrr ><




Aku nak tidur, hungreyyyyy wehhh D;

You warmed me.

Today was fine, yes really fine :) I tell myself not to persist, but you know that, it's not that easy. But I can do it, for sure! At least for 3 minutes, 3 hours, 3 days. . . Easy come easy go :)

I still remember the first day we met,
I remember your smile,
I remember your eyes,
I remember your smiling eyes,
I remember your face figure,
I remember your profile,
FOREVER.

Because these,
make me love you.

And I did enjoy the process.

But this comes to an end, a neutral ending which I prefer much :D

Thanks for being there whenever I need you ;)

Everything comes to an ending

Today is the end.




Happy Birthday Thomas Wong Wei Lun :)

Second one.

Miserable