Tu me manques. I miss everything of you.

What did I do yesterday??? Ohh~ I went Sunway with colleagues. They wanted to go Red Box. I was late so I had to find the way to the bloody Red Box myself. Fyi, Red Box is located outside Sunway Pyramid. Like fooled by someone =.= Anyway, had much fun yesterday :)

Went saloon just now. Dyed my hair but just the upper part which grew black, I kinda like the result. I re-dye the same colour but it looks a bit highlight cause my hair grow darker than last time. Therefore, result slightly darker than the bottom part. Not bad la :D

I wanna watch Transformer 3 babeh! *wink*

Today's Quote:







Nuffnang click puhleezzz :D

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Two days of staying at home is killing me softly. Time passes so slow and makes me so bored. I don't want to stay at home anymore. I don't feel happy at all. There was something happened. Actually it was not a big deal but I persisted and she persisted as well. Therefore, it became a big matter. I just persist what I like, why can't you let me do it? I really do not understand. It will not bring any consequences after I did it. I thought you know that it is important to me? It is in the list of the top 5 things that I care. You knew it long long ago. But why are you still persist it so much!? Damn you. If there is no respect, I will express my whatever feelings to you! Sometimes I rather to be a cruel person than a sensible person. Sensible people always don't get what they want, unlike cruel people. Although cruel people usually have bad ending but at least they got what they want before they die, isn't it? I got no mood at all. I don't want to stay at home, but I'm struggling whether go out or not. I hate this feeling. Help me.

This post pollutes my blog ><

Tell the world, I love you

Heyyy :) I went to Midvalley on 24th June 2011 after nearly 2 years :O haaha I had a driver to bring me there hehehe ;D Watched Ladda Land, a Thai horror movie, forced to watch it by Uncle Thomas. OMG, I was freaking scare okay? The ghosts are so damn ugly + disgusting! *vomit* But it's ending is quite touching. How can a horror movie ended with touching scene? LOL Btw, the consequence of forced to watch horror movie is . . . the scenes of the movie will show in your dream just like a slide show @@ like never fall asleep. But it was kinda funny when I got scared by the ghosts and the scary sound effects. I hit Uncle Thomas's phone to the floor as he put it on the armrest of the chair and also I punched him xDDD so sorry~ I was scared and he was still laughing there =.= I should punch harder hahaha :P

Yesterday, I went Taylor's for chinese society's meeting. Was fine. Then, watched Green Lantern with Jo Yi at Leisure Mall. It was not bad, I was scared again by it's sound effects. Since Jo Yi watched it once already, she informed me when something is going to happen. But I still got scared T__T The dialogues of Ryan Reynolds are meaningful, I likey :D Overall was fine. Worth to watch :)

Something good to share here! I bought a cleaning foam from Etude House few days ago. 

Yogurt Peel Cleansing Foam (Black Food Mix) 150ml

It smells good and it works fast for oily skin as well. Imma so in love with it! :D

Picture of the day:

Good night and sweet dreams! :D

Nuffnang click before you leave please :D

Do not judge me.

Was fine today. Laughed a lot, really A LOT. But although I laughed a lot, why am I still feeling uneasy and down after the laughing session? I think I am not that as happy as people see. I don't care how people think about me. I just being myself. But what makes them think that they have the right to judge people with their so-called opinion/sight/judgement? Nobody has the right to judge people! Whotf do they think they are? And! Why somebody always care about how people think/talk about them??? They talk bad, they will get something bad in the future. Why should we care about it by getting angry on what they say? They feel nothing on teasing us. We feel nothing as well. We don't feel the real pain for being teased by someone. So, why do we have to care/being unhappy? I don't get it. Maybe I will not get it forever. FOREVER. What can I say is only, I am who I am, I am glad, happy and comfortable for being myself. Don't ever try to judge me. You will definitely 100% fail, I guarantee. I am not as weak as you think, my power is always over your expectation. Don't try to challenge me. I don't want to be a bad person. STFU and leave me alone. I am not mad or angry, I am just feeling tak puas hati. Remember, don't judge a book by it's cover and don't ever judge me, we are the same creature.

Friendship is just so weak and easily to break.

Today is quite windy, it comforts me but it cannot blow off my unhappiness :/ There are a lot of stuff that I can't speak out or should say I do not know how to speak out. Rather, there is no one that I could talk to. It is hard to get someone that really know you well, accept who you are, always speak out your inner feeling, always be there for you, try to comfort you in every way and love you more than everyone do. But it is super easy for someone to ignore your existence. You are always at the dark part, nobody would see you. This is what I am going through. 

The saddest part is blogging seems to be the only way for me to express my feeling. What can I do to change this? I have no idea. Say I don't care, that's stupid, lier. I hate myself being like this, why do I have to care so much and make myself suffer? I am the stupidest girl in the world.

I just want to be myself, I My Me Mine. Say easy, do difficult. You will always have to pretend and not showing the real you. That's the reality. Do not say you did not pretend before. You did, I did and everyone did. Just face it? Yes. That's the only thing I could do.

Friendship is just so weak and easily to break.

END.

YinYii

Today is just not-my-day

I said I will never faithed to IMC, that's definitely 100% true! No matter how much hard work and effort I put, everything spoil in the end due to FORGOTTEN. Don't say it like I want it to happen. You have no right to do so. I will never ever want this to happen on me/everybody else. Please don't judge me with your so-called standard. You will never know how stress I were and how bad do I feel when this kind of stuff happens to me. I feel so tak puas hati. Emo to the max! x'( 

Huge change in University

This is what happens when you staying up late night to study >O<
*siao siao already*

2Hours of sleeping was justsoextremelynotenough for a teenager like me =0= I wanted to sleep at 11something yesterday and I did go to bed BUT I cannot fall asleep asdfghjkl;' After rolling on my bed for half an hour, I decided to wake up and study. I study study study tadaa!!! 1am something!!! O___O OH EM GGG fyi, I never ever stay up late night like this just to study one, DID NOT try before. Such a huge change on me. I knew I have to sleep if not I will be superduperfreaking tired the next day which is today. So I forced myself to sleep and yet I slept at 2am. I set my alarm to wake me up at 4am because I were f*cking nervous and I felt like so empty in my brain. Yes, I managed to wake up at 4am :D So the conclusion is. . . I slept for 2 hours yesterday and today is the day(exam day)! I am so amazed that I can stay up late night and study like crazieee but don't feel any tiredness as in physically nor mentally. It's a superbiglargehuge miracle! Awwwww~ and see, I am still here typing, blogging. LOL I should be sleeping like dead pig right now >0< 

And the effect on sleeping late is. . .my pimples popped out like nobody's business!!! T0T Can daiii can daiii. >0<

What surprised me is the standard of the exams today. That two papers were considered easy, especially IMW. I thought the definition that teacher gave us is supposed to come out in structure/short answers. But amazingly, it came out in objectives, is like EVERYTHING in objectives was definition. Cool? Cool~ ;D I think I did pretty well cheers! :) What about MA? MA was quite easy also, but it was slightly harder than IMW, I am worried :(

Tomorrow is another day! IMC day! The scariest one. Is like freakmyassout level of scariness. @@ I am worried and afraid of the possibilities for me to fail this subject. It is quite HIGH. All I hope for now is I can pass every subject. Just PASS is enough. I am not faithed to IMC, NEVER. T^T

Wokayyy! Gotta sleep like a dead pig already! x)) Let's end this post with Today's Quote:

"Do me a favor, stay in my life." -Tumblr

Do not forget to click on my nuffnang ads before you leave kay? :D

END.

YinYii

My heart is with you.

Was alright this whole day. Study, facebook, twitter, study, tumblr, blog, study, facebook, study, msn. . . kept repeating this haha Was boring actually and it switched on my sien-ness OMG. I wanted to talk to someone, but I realize I cannot find anyone to talk to. The one I usually talk to was not online so I decided to watch a movie on pps. I chose to watch a violent movie. It was reallysuperduperfreaking violent. I actually like the topic that relates to violent in Media Appreciation. But I definitely dislike violent movie. 

ChaTime Lakeside had opened yesterday! :DDD Gonna buy next week hehehe Holiday is coming to town! (Exams are still around the corner) What should I do during my holiday??? Hemm. . .

1) Work

2) Shopping

3) Travel

4) Event

5) Movies

6) . . .

Let's rock this holiday out! x))

Actually, I wonder if you check my blog? Haha it's not a matter to me too :)

Today's Quote:

From Tumblr.

END.

YinYii

Talking to you makes my day.

Hi all :D today was fine but just bored for almost the whole day? I went to campus early in the morning just for chinese society meeting. I thought Amy was going, therefore I went there earlier as well. Who knows I sms-ed her and she told me she is not going T^T I cannot find anyone that I know (except Charlie, my sista but we were not together). I felt so bored but this caused me finished a chapter in 2 hours. That wasn't bad, isn't it? Luckily Amy online to talk to me, if not tomorrow's headline will be "A Taylor's student died of boredom yesterday" Hahaha. Then I went to Starbucks to have a cup of their signature hot chocolate, yummy! :D And also had my homemade burger as brunch there. Was fine at there and it was a not-bad-place for me to study :) There it goes to 12pm. Attended chinese society meeting. Was paying fully attention at first but Jerry was not discussing my department so I just studied there and of course I listened to him as well. And surprisingly I finished another chapter in 2 hours time teehee thats awesome, isn't it? x) I am kinda salute myself hehe.

After the meeting, I actually found out that my chinese society members are really good and they take good care of juniors like me as Jerry always cares about my feeling on an activity. He is very helpful and kind to help everyone when they face obstacles on their duties. Not to forget, Chloe too. She is very helpful as well. I feel very happy to work with her. I actually learnt a lot from them. I am quite in love with this TUCS. I am glad that I manage to be in TUCS and this brought me to THEM ;D
I will never ever regret for joining TUCS :)

Then I quickly went home as I was not feeling well actually. I thought of sleeping for an hour after I reached home. Unfortunately, mom called me and asked me to bring her to see doctor. I can't say no right? So just brought her but I was dizzy actually. Reached. Mom wanted me to see the doctor as well. Okay. Checked. Hormone unstable LOL. Bought chinese medicine from there. Fyi, I like herbal but this medicine is justtoobitterformetodrink >0< But I still have to drink it right? X3 (Drinking halfway now).

Currently am studying IMC. Two and a half chapters to go. Gonna finish it by today! O.O I know I can do it! YinYii Go Go Go!! :DDD

Today's Quote:






From Tumblr.

Nuffnang click before you leave please :D

END.

YinYii

nuffnang clicks pleaseee

Announcement announcement!!! I have nuffnang now! So! Before you leave, please click my nuffnang ads ya! :) It is located right below my header :D Thank you! :3

Back to today, fyi I slept at 2am in the midnight and I woke up at 2pm+ this afternoon! I slept for 12 hours+ hahaha This brought me a bad effect :( not really study today. Have to study like crazieee tomorrow!Taylor's I am coming tomorrow!!! xD

As you know, I have facebook, twitter, tumblr and weibo. It is quite weird to have so many communication tools that have similar functions.

Facebook: It's a trend and to communicate with long lost friends.
Twitter: To express all my feelings.
Tumblr: To check out meaningful love quotes.
Weibo: To stay an eye on my LZX. But I seldom check also haha.

Different communication tools have different functions. I do not know why, I just have this kind of feeling to use these with different function. x) I am weird I know :3

I wanna sleep now@@But I am not sleeping now xD

Today's Quote:


Don’t hide behind fake smiles, it’s OK not to be alright.

END.

YinYii

You make me smile :)

Practical exam passed! Woottss! Design a flier. Okay la~ I am quite satisfied with my work :) Hope it can get a not-bad-marks. Hehe.

I was quite hyper today. I was like crapping and telling lame jokes nonstop. LOL my friends were giving me the =.= look all the time Hahahaha. I am so sorry for making you all felt so =.= xDDD. I was just too hyper.

Was preettayyy busy this afternoon. Went to SBU to pass Lisa's shirt to her, then off to grandma's house, after that went to banks and lastly, sent my cousin to LRT station. So damn tiring. Was having headache actually that time, but still I have to be the driver as mom had to take care of the baby T^T

Am blogging quite frequently after I changed my blog skin hehehe. I'm lovin it! :) I love my blog so much until I view it everyday and wanna update it every moment. Haha perasantan betul x) Oh ya! I have a list of movies that I want to watch during my holidays :D

List of Movies:
June:
1) Remember Me - but I don't think I have guts to watch it, don't you dare me. Hahaha
2) Kungfu Panda 2 in cantonese - I think it will be quite funneh in cantonese xDD
3) Blitz - Thom wants to watch @@
4) Transformers - This is a MUST!
5) Treasure Inn - This is a comedy, I want to LMAO! x)


July:
1) Mr. Popper's Penguin - I find it cute in it's trailer. x)
2) Kidnapped - Hemm, wondering.
3) Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows Part 2 - Maybe?
4) Rest on Your Shoulder - A romantic storyline, a MUST too!


Total: 9 movies or less for this holidays ngek ngek ngek x)))


Today's Quote: 


You make me smile. :)

END.

YinYii

YOU are the method to brighten up my day.

Continue from the previous post. Things seem to be alright now :) You always have the power to bright me up from darkness. With only one word. Tried hard not to fall even deeper for you, but I seem pretty failed. Sometimes, I thought the feeling is not as strong as before. But, I was wrong. The feeling will automatically come back itself after you did something 'sweet' to me as I feel touched quite easily. Instead, it grows stronger than before. Maybe I should always use to this situation/feeling as this will always repeat until my feeling towards you have totally disappeared. I will stay strong to face this :D

Exam later at 10am. Bless me :)

Today's Quote:

From Tumblr.

END.

YinYii

Things changed.

Things changed. Not the same feeling anymore. What worse is, my mood ruined. I feel so down out of sudden. Maybe I am just not in mood? IDK. Was pretty happy just now, but after few minutes, it changes. It may change in a good way or a bad way either. I hope it is in a good way instead of bad way. If it is in a good way, then congratulate me, I release :D BUT, if it is in a bad way, please ask me to "go daiii" ;(

That's all.

Bye and Nights.

END.

YinYii

Passer-by in my life

Everything changes out of sudden. Planned to go Bukit Bintang to study but it was cancelled in the end due to some reasons. Then I decided to go to Taylor's to study, but yet, I did woke up this morning but I was too tired to drive there and study the whole day there. Therefore, I continued my sweet dream X33

When I was sleeping, my mind asked me to wake up at 9am but I ended woke up at 11am. Oopps! Then I quickly cleaned up and ate my breakfast then started to study...until now :D I think my brain was not functioning well though, but i managed to study everything for tomorrow's exam teehee :)

Stress starts to flood me. I am pretty sure that next week's exams will be much more tougher than tomorrow's one. I just want to finish it fast so that i can relax for while before chinese society stuff flood me. >< 

Today's Quote:

I know you will always love me...as a friend.

From Tumblr.

END.

YinYii

Love x Hate

Love leads to hatred and hatred leads back to love? Hatred exists because love exists too? If there is no love, there will not be any hatred as well. Then, why can't we just love but not hate? If there is only love between us, definitely will not lead us to hatred. So, just live with LOVE! :D

Don't regret after this happened:

From Tumblr.

END.

YinYii

I am tired of being the stupid one.

Don't think that i will always be by your side. Don't think that you're just so important to me. Don't think that I can't live without you. I don't admit but am not denying too. Cry. So what? I don't care anymore. Piss.

Home alone

I am at my house now!! :) Still being alone x( And I am starving, berry hungry yo! Someone please deliver dinner to me :D 

Dinner dinner please come to meeeeeeeeeee x)

Days without mom is not a good experience. No food, No one to talk to, No life. Bored to the maxxxxxx.

Today's Quote:

I am not saying that I am in love. I am just saying that lately, he’s all I think about.

From Tumblr.

END.

YinYii

Staying overnight at friend's house for the second time.

Currently at Heng Sam Sam's house. Will stay overnight here tonight. Mom went outstation and she just left me like this T___T. How sad am I.

Still thinking hanging out or staying home tomorrow. Usually I decide it base on my mood. Haha.

I wanna rock tonight out, but obviously I failed and end up staying at Sam's house. Hehe :)

Today's Quote: 

From Tumblr.

END.

YinYii.

Dying of boredom.

Staying alone at home is not a good idea. Friends are not free. Nobody accompany me. I am going to die because of sien-ness. Anyone date me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. T___T

And now i am starving, anyone please bring me for lunch. I am so sad that I just realize I have so little friends that I can really talk to and hang out with. Sad case.

I really hate being alone!

Today's Mood:


Bored and I miss your look with spec.

You mean a lot to me.

Went campus for meeting today. Updated Famine 30's stuff and I was informed that I have to go back to campus when I am enjoying my holiday. Everyweek. Owhhhh, pity me. 

Watched Super 8. Not bad la but it's storyline kinda weird. What gives credit are the effects used in the movie. Nice effects used. :)

I did not realize he has such good looking with spec! x)

Today's quote:

I start to go insane every time that you look at me.

You're awesome to me ;D

eenie menie manie moo! teehee :D I am here again~ As you can see, my blogskin changed right? I am not purposely change it, it is an incident. I accidentally change it back to blogger's template, and I can't make it back to blogskins format. I screwed myself. Haha. But not bad right? Simple and nice, I kinda like it :). I know you do too x). 

Done English Listening Section. I am afraid that I will get low marks due to something. Not that I did not know how to do, but something might cause low marks ><. I do not want to think about it anymore, what had passed just let it pass, isn't it?

Tomorrow suppose to be a class-cancelled-holiday. But I have to go Taylor's because Chinese Society has a meeting. Arrrghhh. It's alright. @@ So, let's see what to do after meeting :) No idea so far hahaha.

Just now had a short talk about my elektif subject for next semester. Business or Economics? I chose Business at first, but lecturer said Economics is more useful in the future. It covers everything included a bit of business. Therefore, I changed to Economics at the end. Now, I hope I will not regret for what i decided. Bless me.

I think that's all for this post, let's end it with Today's Quote:

You're amazing just the way you are.

End,

YinYii.

You make the Beautiful me.

Beautiful morning, Beautiful weather, Beautiful you, Beautiful soul,

make beautiful me.

hey! Can you feel the freshness??? 

I've deleted my Facebook account and created a new one! I feel so fresh yo! :D

Few of you asked me why create a new one and my reasons are kinda random and disappointed some of you. Haha so sorry I became random after I came to Uni x) due to those random people in my class hahaha

I want to start everything all over again, I want to clear all the mess in my old Facebook account, like friends that i do not know, photos and statuses. Do add me back if you really know me :)

My life now is all about Uni, family and you.

Exams are around the corner, but the worst thing is I DO NOT HAVE THE MOOD TO STUDY AT ALL. How? I have to force myself to study already! No more play play play! I know I can do it!

Let's start after this post! x)

This is just a short post, so let's end it with a quote:

From Tumblr.

End.

YinYii

Missing.

I am freaking miss you.
<3

Love never fade.

First of all,

Happy Birthday Mom! <3




Nothing much to talk about again,
just...

I miss you.

Stop Loving You.

Today's Mood: Nothing special just a bit down. Although hyper outside, but down inside. Still missing you pretty much, sometimes i don't like this feeling. Because i want our relationship to be clean and clear=F.R.I.E.N.D. Right huh? SS-ing~ 


Nothing much to say about,
feeling uneasy now,
maybe i have used to the existence of you.
Will stop it when i still can, i think?
Pray for me.